Because it’s the truth. My parents don’t approve of the decisions I make, or anything I do, for that matter.
I’m sure they can’t disapprove of everything.
Trust me Rachel, I don’t just feel that way. I know for a fact that that’s how my parents think of me.
Why would you say that?
Probably to my sister. I miss her so much.
Besides, I don’t think my parents would enjoy a letter from me. Oh well.
Why wouldn’t they enjoy a letter from you?
Let’s just say that I’m not “the best” child in their eyes.
I think every child feels that way.
Probably to my sister. I miss her so much.
Besides, I don’t think my parents would enjoy a letter from me. Oh well.
Why wouldn’t they enjoy a letter from you?
Yeah, and I love you too. I’m always gonna love you, and that makes me want to be with you. Have you close.
Well, I’m not going anywhere, Noah. You’re stuck with me.
I know you’re not gonna do that. You wanna be with me as much as I wanna be with you. Like you said, we’re working on it. And we’ve got all the more reason to do that now. Our baby deserves us being happy and together. And so do we.
The baby has nothing to do with why I’m with you, Noah. Yes, ideally the baby would grow up with us together but I’m with you because I love you. And I don’t want to give up on us. If I didn’t still love you, baby or no baby we wouldn’t be together anymore. You are the reason I’m still here. The baby is just a bonus.
You’re not gonna lose me, beautiful. It’s just..marriage, I guess. I mean, it gets hard sometimes. We just gotta figure out how to be better at it. But we got the love and as long that’s there, I’m gonna fight for us and work on it.
Well, I’m not giving up yet, Noah. So if you think that’s me getting ready to call it quits think again.
Even though she doesn’t eat meat, she made a small turkey and the stuff to go with it. I’m pretty stuffed right now.
It’s a day to be thankful for stuff, so I’m thankful for her. She gives me a real family.

It doesn’t seem like that long and yet it seems longer at the same time. But not in a bad way.
Things have been rocky lately but I love him and I hope we can work things out. Because losing him would hurt more than anything else in the world. I love him that much.
